School is cool!

My first day was a blast, I missed MCC so bad. My Jazz and Popular Music teacher is really awesome, laid back and has no reservations about saying "mother fucker" in class. Public speaking should be fun, I get to write a lot which I will enjoy. Math is OK, the first section is word problems, not my best area. I went in for US History 1870 -Present, they still didn't have a teacher lined up, no one even had their books because there is no teacher to tell us what to bring. So today I am going to switch my schedule so I can have Mr. Ohl again, best history teacher ever. Last year while on the subject of the Civil War he told some redneck in my class to stop professing states rights was the subject. "Ok why did the states cecede? Because they felt they had the right, because they felt threatened by the North. Which subject did they feel threatened over... SLAVERY!"

Thursday I go in for fencing, I'm going to get cut up because I didn't take it in the summer.

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Last night I gave my two week notice in at my work. For too many reasons, mostly because it was a distance from school, and I would have to carry a change of clothes monday, wednesday, and friday, plus 4 college text books and food. That's just too much shit. I helped Robert move in Monday, he's got a cool pad. It's closer to my house than his parent's home so that's sweet. I'm rarely hanging out with Bobby, kind of sucks I'd like to hang out with just him but Monica insists on inviting herself along. I don't know what he sees in her, they don't listen to the same music, she treats his family like shit even thought they are letting her live with them, and insults his friend, and just bitches when she doesn't get her way. Bobby is probably one of the most handsome persons I know, and he could get a girl with a much better attitude and looks if he tried. He doesn't give himself enough credit. I can't really say anything until she says something to me, then it's on.

I found out that the days I don't have classes (Tuesday and Thursday) are the days that Scott has school, and he doesn't have classes Monday, Wednesday or Friday. I have no one to hang out with at school. That sucks balls. Oh well, I only have 15 minute breaks between classes anyways.

Meh, it could be worse...

I have a job, I have my friends, school starts soon and good times are coming. I do m,iss having someone to lay next to, but I can still sleep well.

UP FRONT

It's got to be up front
Got to be so close to trust
It's got to be up front
Got to be so close to touch

Oh it's such a shame
You no longer feel the pain
I can't stick around
While you try to decide

So why just sit so plain
Your eyes show the strain
I can't stick around
While you try to decide

I hate work, ain't no jerk...

I really don't want to go to work today, it's not that I'm lazy I just have a killer headache and I'm tired as hell because of it. I feel if I fell asleep right now I would sleep until tomorrow morning. School starts in August 22, I'm very excited, I'm going to stay with the job though for now until mid-September. Denise at Bubbles of Joy is begging me to come back and work for them again, so I'll do it. I picked up some more mold for my Dracula fangs today when Monica, Bobby and I went there. I'm also looking forward to going back to Nebraska in September. I haven't seen my cousins in a while.

Allie has probably left for California by now, I need to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me that the girls in my life just seem to be dropping me without a word. I must be a real jerk, a real idiot, or a combination of the two, probably the latter.

Cable is back

The cable man came by today and fixed our problems, so it's all gravy. I haven't seen it rain like it did last night since that one summer when I went back to Omaha. McClintock Road was turned into a canal. I was afraid the engine would flood last night driving home. At least the people were driving responsibly. Something went down at the Frys Marketplace on Baseline and McClintock, the entire property had been evacuated and shut off. I'm going to look for another job, I really don't want to stay at the doctor's office, I'm going to look for some more tuxedo places to apply at. The problem is I live in Tempe, not a very dressed up place.

Using ideas as my maps...

"Sometimes I think you hate me hang up the phone,
But take a closer look this hate I feel is my own
So many times I've loved you more than myself
It's time to take that love and put it on the shelf
Oh and when I hold you tight it makes me want to scream and fight
Love turned to hate
Some how its just how its just how its just too late."

And do I hate? No, I grow and move on. I think I'm ready to get out again, problem is I work in the evenings so my night life is shot. I'm ready to start dating again. Problem is finding a girl who doesn't drink or do drugs without being some religious lamer. School starts up in less than a month, I'm very excited to get back. I'm kind of sick of the house.
US History 1870- Present
Algebra
Fencing (after taking a summer break which I wish didn't happen)
Public Speaking
Jazz and Popular Music

It's going to be a good semester. I find myself with a bit more confidence and self awareness that I previously was lacking. I have realized that maybe I'm not the peice of shit I had previously thought. I'm also aware of some issues dealing with the way I interact with people that I need to change, I tend to be really short tempered, something I get from my mom. I also need to stand up more straight, I kind of slouch. I should also watch my tongue a bit more, if I want to become a teacher I can't drop f-bombs in the classroom. I think I'm going to try to dress a bit nicer as well. I wore the boots, torn jeans and spikes in high school so people wouldn't bother with me, now that no one wants to slam me into the lockers it doesn't seem reasonable.

Things are good right now, they could be better, "but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need".

Jesus for breakfast?And a movie role?

I hung out with Scott yesterday, he went up to Prescott to visit one of his mother's friends and her husband. the husband has a huge gun collection and got to fire a bunch of blackpowder, lucky prick. He brought down some of the full metal jackets that he got to shoot as well as the blackpowder. We're going to make necklaces out of the british .303's, I know some people interested in bullet chains. We were also talking about Mad TV, and he told me about a skit he had come up with.

"Do you want to start your day off with a clean slate? Imagine being able to be reborn every morning! Well now you can! Introducing Jesus Flakes, each box is blessed by a priest/pastor to ensure your get your soul as clean as can be every time you bit into one spoonful of delicious whole grain flakes. And while you are being forgiven for your trespasses, you are also building up your holy body with calcium and vitamin C

'Start your day off right, with Jesus in everybite!'" <>
Then I imagined the cover of the box, we would have a black Jesus smiling and pointing towards to camera with a voice bubble coming from his mouth that read "Bite Me!"

We stopped by Bubbles of Joy also where I used to work to say hi, Larry the Driver thought it was hilarious. He also said if I wanted a bigger role in the Zombie parody he is doing he would give it to me. Sweet.

And work last night sucked, oh well, I get paid Wednesday, $100 of it goes to my mom for car insurance, damnit.
Peace.